Am I Who Am I????

Last night I was having a long chat with a good friend of mine. Halfway throughout the conversation, she said I no longer who I am. I wonder, what does she means by that.

According to her, I used to be very quiet and stay at home most of the time. But lately, I hardly stay at home, more energetic and I talk more and more craps. In fact, another friend of mine said I club a lot recently. Hmmm.... I thought to myself, is there anything wrong with that. At least I am still myself, probably I engaged in more outings or activities compare to before that.

To think back, it is true that I club a lot for the last few months. And for that, I spend a lot of money too. I wonder how am I going to achieve my resolution of savings up to 4 months of my salary, hahahaha. Hei, it is still early of the year, so still got time to pick up, hahahaha. Besides, I do talk a lot of crap that sometimes I dun even know what am I talking about, hehehehe.

Maybe for some of you, I might be making a 180 degrees change. But for me, Im just trying to make myself busy, try to be more socialize, try to stay active and widen my network. With all the ongoing things, at least I will not make myself think things that I shouldnt think. It aint easy to forget someone that you deeply in love before, and I suppose making myself busy is a way to forget her. I do miss her a lot, but it's history, and the only thing left are our sweet memories.

Anyway, I am still who I am. I will never change for now. Life goes on, enjoy while still can. Ganbatte.